Standing among the Wreckage

Wreckage....dust...chaos....fallen parts everywhere....broken glass....blood pouring....lost memories...tears spilt.....

I am standing in the wreckage....!! after everything around me had fallen apart, everything is doomed!!
I am feeling numb...I am feeling shocked, I can't think anymore!!
I don't know what should I do ?! which path to take ?! the left when where nothing is right?! or the right path where nothing is LEFT!! lost it all!! every step I take seems right at its time and then I get shocked at the consequences!! 
what the hell am I supposed to do?! I can't take actions anymore!! where are those people who used to be sticking around me?!
seem to had escaped when they saw that everything around me is starting to fall apart!! 
I am now standing alone then, helpless, hopeless, breathless.......
no words to be said .... not anymore!!! 
when suddenly everything is falling apart, crashing, and you don't know where to go?! how to escape this situation....
losing yourself, losing everyone else.... what next?! 
the sky becomes clear now, the sun is rising, the noise of the crashing stops!!
and am here again ALONE .... standing on the edge!! and I have to find my way, have to start again!! 
and again, I am afraid TO FAIL, AND STAND IN THE WRECKAGE ALL OVER AGAIN!!!