The invisibility cloak !

 

Have you ever wished you could be invisible?! like you can put on a coat or a hat or say a magic word and BAAMM, you are invisible?!No one can see you, only you can see everybody, can hear their talks freely, can avenge from them, a lot of things!! but what if you decide to be invisible cause you need to be alone?! you are so done of this world that you need to take a break....remove this "fake" smile , be yourself, feel free without people judging you or scolding you....what a joy!! when your sadness and depression reach a point where you can NOT fake it anymore....when it's too hard to smile....when laughing and joking or pretending you are fine is impossible. And what do you find in return?! no one gives a damn shit! moreover they blame you for being Mr. or miss frowny!! 

how dare you get mad or depressed?! as if you are there just to entertain them?! they love you ONLY when you are happy and cheerful, they want you to be there OLY for them when they are sad or when they need some help or advice!! other than that, your presence isn't important!! and if you are in a bad mood or something, they want you to step aside so you don't ruin their happy mood! how bitchy?!! 
When you feel better after talking to a wall, than to talk with someone.... this means that you've reached the end of the road!! cause all people say is hoo-hah come on NOTHING deserves. Well actually they are the ones who don't deserve a shit!! 
you look in a bad mood, they ask you why and you start telling them and what do they do?! let you talk and talk then say " nothing deserves" as if I was talking to myself while actually myself will respond in a better way than they did!! is it that hard to find someone who comes to you and asks you what's wrong?! and LISTENS well to you, THEN cheer you up in a GOOD RESONABLE way?! what's wrong with people those days?! I bet animals are more sympathetic that humans are!!! And they just throw their words at you without considering how will those WORDS affect you....a small example on that: for any reason you got fat, especially if it's a disease or medications or something you can't control and people make fun of it wither by telling you OMG you are so fat now stope eating and do some exercise!! or by saying oh come on, you aren't fat at all....
both ways it hurts!! if you gained weight and turned fat you KNOW it , you don't need people to keep on telling you this, and it hurts so much when every time they see you eating something they keep on reminding you of your curse: being FAT!! that's of course a minor example of how words are actually like daggers!!! I just hope I can go invisible !! cause am sorry but I can't fake it anymore!!