Friday, 15 January 2021

The Left Over


 Have you ever felt left over?! Like being alone?! like no one cares about you?! Like you really don't matter?! Just a stock?! Not anyone's priority?! It kills?! does it hurt?! well yea I know, it really sucks! I know how it feels....so hard, so sad, so bad....

Trying to lie to yourself to just keep living...…your friends?! I don't know what about them...when they do things that make you feel like trash! like you're not important....
let's say an example?! Shall we?!
when you had been planning for your birthday party for 2 or 3 weeks, and your friends are supposed to be with you?! didn't ask for something fancy, just to hang out with them for the day and have fun?!
well they agree and things keep going great and before your big day, one day before it, they surprise you by the fact that they all abandon you, left you for silly reason! you get mad but understand that may something urgent has happened that led to this change in plans!! Then you discover what!! one of them just dumped you because she wanted to hang out with her other friends!! leaving you ALONE on your birthday?! How does it feel?! Burn inside of you?! The ANGER?! The RAGE?! Don't lie and tell me it was ok with you ?! or else you are feeling-less!! and that's one example!!
when you call them every day to hang out and they turn you down?! when they never call, never ask to go out?! They prefer to stay alone at home rather than hang out with you?!
I don't know what to say! I leave the verdict is left to you!! cause all I feel is that I am LEFT OVER!!!

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